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So, I thought I should let out my feelings a little more...I tend to only add happy thoughts on my blog.

But, I am in a bit of a rut.  I have been for about 2 months and I don't like it, but there's not much I can do.  I think it's just re-adjusting to having another child.  Maybe the "baby blues" if you will.

I feel not so talkative, less energy, tired, no emotions, and a bit overwhelmed at times.  I just keep telling myself it will pass, which I believe it will.  And Michael has been nothing but wonderful...but also busy with his own activities. BLAHHH! :)

I mean, I don't feel like this all day, everyday.  It comes and goes.  We have been getting out and doing more lately, which has helped.  Honestly I think it's this little chunk of a baby I have, Mr. JD just wants everything I have (which I love) but I wish his day schedule would become more routine so I knew what to expect!! :)

I know I'm not alone, I think this happens to every mom...where you disappear/lay low for a while.  Where you get all your hormones back into place and try to create a normal life again!  Although I don't think this happened for very long when I had Ryan and it was earlier like within the first couple months.
But transitioning to two kids is a lot of work!!!

Hopefully we get some sunshine and things calm down a little.  And I'm sorry friends, if I have been distant!!

Love